毕业晚会终于结束了~

话说

还真想念昨晚大家聚在一起的感觉

大家都盛装出席

俊男美女 齐聚一堂!! :) 

最重点~

AHBUI YIII的致词

真的让我感动到起鸡皮疙瘩~><

昨晚的梦

多么的美啊~

梦里的大家10年后

仍然一样没变

最重要的 友情仍然存在

:) 

希望我的梦 成真!

毕业晚会过去了~

意味着大家即将毕业~

对!!

毕业典礼就要到了~

大家准备好了没?

这几天的情绪极度不稳定!!

我不想毕业啊~

>< 

毕业, 感伤的季节~

T^T

Tonight was such a GREAT night for me ! :)
and Andrew's speech TOUCHED my HEART!
I really feel wanna cry that time!
But, no, HOLD ZHU! XD

Such a great memory in my life.
TONIGHT IS HAPPY.
FULLFILLED WITH HAPPINESS.

Blog again after i get photoes from Des & LULU <3

Goodnighttt! <3

Yesterday was really a tiring day.

After our BK Paper, straight away go to school hall for practice.

After sending my bro home, went to mall again,

look for smth for my dressing tomorrow.

Reached home at 7 something, 

straight away went to bed! You know,

finally i can sleep without setting alarm!

Dont nid to worry tat im overslept and started crying after wake up.

Dont nid to worry that im overslept and i cant finish what what what!

Yeah! No words can express the happiness.

Woke up at 9smthg this morning.

And i found that i hvnt start my video yet.

Or shud i say, i hvnt get any CONTENT yett.

So, i just did some and then rush to church.

* thanks awa for helping with the pwp toda.

After choir, went to mall, then pizza hut.

The cheesy7 is really damn niceeee! <3

THUMBS UP!

Reached home at 7 and i started 埋头苦干

in front of my lappy!!

Staring at the laptop non-stoppable for 5 hours.

and its 1218 noww!

I feel so helpless as i dont hav any idea with the Video!

I dont want it only presented with lots of photoes, and a song keep repeating!!

I want a special, creative one but no one give me any ideaS!

Well, i reallly spent a lot of time on it.

A lot of time thinking alot of idea but all failed to apply on it! 

A lot of 精神 staring on my lap!

A lot of time searching for song that suit to describe our friendship!!

I dont ask for LIKE for it, but i dont want any complain or what.

Dont ask me 'why this photo why tat photo'

it will only spoil my mood.. :(

Arghh, what a easy task but i failed to do it perfectly!!

And i cried when i watch the video!

So many memory inside my minddd!

i dont wanna graduateeee :( 

Wahaha. FINALLY OVER!
All the HARD TIME IS OVER :)

Business today.
I studied until 12 last night, and then off to bed.
Told myself to wake up at 3.
But then, when i woke up, im hving headache,
and my heart got a sound keep telling me NOT TO SUFFER MYSELF.
And my mind keep remind me bout jia's quote!
Okay fine, i direct go back to my room and sleep until 640~

I totally felt that im going to die as I hvnt revise the spotted ques frm teacher.
Bt i pray. My heart keep talking to God all the way to school.
And i really feel PEACE :)

Conclusion for Business, the Objective was not hard, but the Subjective some are hard, for me :)
But i really did tryy my bestt to answer everything.
If u dont want to give me an A2, give me at least a B3 PLEASEEEEEEEE :(

All the HARD TIME is finally OVER.
BK tomorrow and i give upp. :) i told mummy im nt going but at last i decided to go.
Just wantt to experience the feeling that e'one finish the exam tgt! :) EXCITINGGGG. <3

Officially school day is going to an END.
You know what, tears drop when i left school today.
You know the feel like, you are EXCITED to graduate, but there are so many feeling mixed in ur heart!
I dont have the chance to study at my classroom anymore. OMG! :(

GRADUATION is HAPPY. :)



Jia gave me alot of TASK just now.
Oh yea, im sooo busy though i finished exam.
GRADUATION TRIP & VIDEOOSS & ... ><

Have to HANG MY EYES on my lappy start from TOMORROW.
I have a BIG MISSION , that is EDITING VIDEOO for G DINNER & G CEREMONY.
Yea, what a HEAVY TASK. Anyone help me with that? I need ideaaaaaaa :(

What a loso post. Actually im just feel tired after facing Facebook for hours,
just to look for photoes for my videoo. ><

Its time to sleep. Gonna say BYEBYE to UEC within 12 hourss. YEAHHHHH </3

Wahahaha. 
Staying at library for 5hours! ><


And, i cant even finish Business XiaCe! :(
Gotta burn midnight oil tonight! yea.


A2 A2, PLEASE APPEAR ON MY SLIP. I BEG YOU.


:) JIAYOU ALL. 




ADD MATHS > BUSINESS > BK > FREEDOM
FREEDOM > GRADUATION DINNER > GRADUATION CEREMONY > GRADUATION TRIP!


AWHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

Just a short post!

我开始爱睡了！:( 还有3课~~而且！还没有再背过一次！可是，我真的，超级无敌爱睡料><

佳's名言：考试有很多个！身体只有一个！累的时候，就睡吧！:)

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我曾经为你熬夜~~~~~~~:( 


对对!!! 
熬夜~ 我曾经因为熬夜~
背大家骂的狗血淋头~


我这次考试!!
竟然没有什么熬夜!!
最迟是1点多~
瓦老!! 超级无敌不可能诶~~~~


哈哈哈~~
今晚熬一个晚上~
明天不用~~因为后天放假~~
后天熬一天!! 我就自由啦~~~


哇！！！！
我每天都在倒数自由~~
对！！我想自由xD 或许只有你懂得我~~~~~




好啦~~背地里去~~
感谢主啊！我今天的状态好好~~
KEEP ITTT!! 

Oh yea, its Monday today! 

Which mean, 4days left to FREEDOM.

Im looking forward for that! THIS MUCHH! <3

Maths today. 

Totally feel wanna 'jump building' after P1.

But thanks God P2 is still ok. Ok ONLYY :) 

Geography and English tomorrow.

English might not the hard one but my target is A! 

Geo, i just hope i can finish everything today! 

and target, at least a B5 okay? TQ!

& Natural Geo please LOVE ME ! ><

Time flies, 4subject DONE! :)

and 5 more! V FAST D LAHH~ 

Oh ya, Angel said she dont feel i have stress for UEC! 

Arghh! She felt it. 

How come how come? Im very very very stresss lahhhh ><

Library later.

Gonna stay until 8pm todayyyy.

FIGHTING FOR GEOO! 

Jiayouu Micell. :)

I wanted t memorize geography just now but failed! I can't even concentrate! Damn!

Maths tomorrow. I did prepared some least pass please? ><

And, I don't feel I can finish my geography! Oh! Just let it be. I'm so tired worrying bout this. 不要为明天忧虑！

Pray hard, study hard and study smart! Freedom is not far anymore. Yea!

Don't tell god, ' hey God I have a big problem. ' instead of tell problem, " hey, I got a big and powerful God. You scare? "

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2nd.

第二天的考试

还可以吧~ 就 丫对 还好~

在考场呆到最后一分钟的感觉
很不好受啊~
我不想一直提早走~
好像给人家的印象不好><

今天我写
【高三无限好，只是近统考】
感谢神！如果没有这题~
我还真不知该如何是好.

高三真的很美好
但是好像把我的高三写的有点 腐败~
可是 最后还是要LINK到 有读书 有准备统考！
HAHAHAHA!

写着写着 就 感伤了起来
真的耶 不知不觉统考已经考了两天
再多两个两天 我的统考就结束了
统考结束 过两天 就毕业晚会了
毕业晚会过后 再过两个两天 就毕业典礼了

哈哈哈
泪腺发达 毕业典礼会不会泣不成声？


两天三科 结束了~

6more to go! :)
加油啊 地理考好后
我就彻彻底底的解放了~

商业很重要 但是 我很兴趣
地理很重要 但是 我无兴趣

所以 地理好 我就自由啦！

超级无敌的期待莫~ 哇哈哈哈~





补充 -- 我昨天11点睡 早上10点多起来
可是 我还是很累！很爱睡~

统考后 我要 补眠 :) 睡上20个小时~~ 

考完历史 感覺轻松了很多
虽然还有很多很多得地理等着><

下午完完全全的崩溃
哭到累 到一切已成定局
就算哭干了眼泪 又能怎样呢？

明天的华语 尽量吧
试卷2 希望不要太难 :)

加油！下个星期的现在我就自由了！
超级无敌期待！

晚安大家 :)



P/s thank you! <3

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1st.

Crying all the way from school to home.

Mummy was so shock to see me with tears on my face.

But im really really sad.

Did i really have to get a F for my last exam at my secondary school?

wt* i dont want!

Woke up at 8 this morning.

& i forced myself to wake up 

as today is the LAST day.

And i reached library at around 10.

I finished China b4 12.

I decided to write thru everything.

But i cant when i wanted to write.

My brain is so empty.

Almost cry out that time but i pray.

After that, i calm down myself and look thru everything again.

Went to prayer meeting after dinner at SCR with Angel.

I cried when i pray.

I cried when i sing.

I released all my scareness, my pressure,

and left them all to my God.

And i really feel so relax after praying, and Crying.

Its 1228 now.

6 hours left to UEC! 

and I have to continue with my Hist.

and later BM :)

Arghh! Macam mana boleh stress till macam ini~ Uekkk!

I vomit many many times liao today~ ><

Oh yea. Graduation is just around the corner! 

Hello UEC! 

A week later. BYEBYE! 

17 hours left! Thanks God I finished 90% of the questions that teacher spotted! And gonna give up on some long and difficult question.

And, its time to revise for what I had memorize if not I bet I can't write anything tomorrow.

All the best all my dearest friends! God bless you all fullfull ^^

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Feel very very stress today!

Time flies, and i didnt use them wisely.

:)

1day left.

Tomorrow is the last day for my revision.

Yea, finished hist? 

Then? What bout others? Damn.

I dont have AMERICA TIME for others subject! :( 

Im really dont know what to do now.

Im so tired now but i told myself to finish China tonight! 

Seems like it is so impossible now! :(

Weell, try my best!

不知不觉 留下了眼泪. 

亲爱的大家

倒数57小时

就要正式开战啦~

大家继续努力冲刺

而我呢

什么感觉都来了

哇哈哈哈

今天好累

但是 收获很多

也背了很多

感谢主

大家 加油!!

要努力祷告哦~

还有 别生病了！

:)

晚安~

小的我开夜车去了~

仅剩3天的时间!!

我连马新都还没有读完!!

还有很多很多的中国啊!!

计划永远赶不上变化!!

对!!

时间表? 

USELESS KAY?

所以

如果我再浪费时间在

睡觉、看电视！

I WILL KILL MYSELF! 

DAMNNNNNNN~ 

忙碌的周末

被遗忘的课本、问答题！

现在

罪恶感压得我睡不着

想 拿起历史背个3、5题

却无能为力！

剩下4天

2天背完、2天复习 + 选择题

希望 能够顺顺利利

周末很忙

但 却与神越来越亲近

下午的 圣经常识比赛

让我更明白神的话语

感谢主！

再辛苦 就这两个星期了

明天开始

斩除所有惰性

努力祷告！

凡事交托！

最近活在极度压力的情况下

p/s : 这绝对不是坏事

我想通了很多很多东西~

我们来到这个世界上

神 一定会要我们学习很多的功课

除了学校的功课之外

大家去天堂的功课 也一定要做好 :)

而现阶段的我

最需要学习的一门功课就是

更加的信靠神

学会凡事交托给神

有时候 读书读到很累的时候

我会很EMO 会很生气

可是 我忘记了 

我可以祷告 寻求神

求神加添给我力量

我忘记了

【不要告诉神我们有多大的困难，而是告诉困难我们有个多大的神】

我忘记了 我可以把我的压力 我的愁烦 我的痛苦

都说给祂听

所以我现在要学习

凡事交托

:) 

4days left to UEC. 

My dear History, please goes in my mind, & dont leave b4 21st Oct. 

I really need you! :(

& im so stress. I cant sleep everynight.

but also cant memorise anything.

But, i've to give all this pressure to God,

i believe that God will lead me, and give me wisdom!

Jiayouu Micell! 

Jiayouu S3B!

心情~

统考将近~

就在下个星期的今天!!

那天在图书馆

背历史背到心情烦躁~

默默地EMO了起来~~

这几个星期~

都会在图书馆待到将近6点~~

回来后~冲个凉吃了饭

又开车到学校去读书~~

爹地妈咪见到我的时间是少之又少~

但他们却那么清楚的知道我的需要~~

他们是那么清楚的了解我的压力~~

我什么也没有说~~

但是~他们知道我努力~~

他们知道我读书读到很辛苦~~

他们更能了解我常常不在家的原因~~

模拟考的期间~~

每天从图书馆回到家~~

都能嗅到很浓郁的鸡汤味~~

而贴心的娘~~

总会默默地买了很多的咖啡放在柜子里~~

我什么都没有说~

但是我的压力~我的紧张害怕~

和 没自信~

却完完全全的表现在我的表情上~~

常常自己一个人哭~~

抱怨自己为什么不能集中精神读书~~

常常emo到不想讲话~~

就连他跟我说话~

有时候我也是冷冷静静的回答~~

希望两个星期的时间快点过去~~

而我要学会更仰望神~~

凡事交托~~:)

我有声无声的祷告~

我相信神都已经听了~~

今天的MISSION FAILED!!

我只背了3题啊~~还真的是有够失败的~~~

今晚如果能~~

我一定要把马新背熟熟~~

今日感言：

总会在紧要关头，看清他人真面目！:) 

早上8点多就起来
可是 头痛得让我不知所措
跟Angel玩了几封信息厚
又忍不住倒头大睡!!

当我第二次起床
已经是10点50分!!
那时候 我既然流下眼泪!!
因为我今天的计划不是这样的~

应该是8点起来 吃早餐
9点半去图书馆
现在!! 时间alang alang
我必须呆在家里
打商业问答题~

等时间2点半才去图书馆!!
浪费一整个早上!! :(

以弗所书 4:20, 31-32 CUNPSS

20 你们学了基督，却不是这样。 一切苦毒、恼恨、忿怒、嚷闹、毁谤，并一切的恶毒，都当从你们中间除掉；并要以恩慈相待，存怜悯的心，彼此饶恕，正如　神在基督里饶恕了你们一样。

Share this with you all, and keep telling myself, to forgive, and love everyone around me. :) I'm still learning, and seeking for help from God! :)

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Had my revison until 1am last night.

Im feeling so unwell this morning,

but i told myself i have to go for Sunday Servise.

Reached home around 10 & went out for brunch with family.

I direct go to sleep after brunch! im so tired!

And when i woke up, its already 4++!

I was like 

OMG How come i spend 4 hours to sleep?!

After that, i spend time typing my B.S essay question,

after that, meeting report for the meeting report.

and its almost 7pm already!

I went to bath and now its 820~ :(

Which mean, i havent touch my book yet! TOTALLY NO.

but i memorised something for B.S :)

I feel wanna kill myself for wasting my day like this!

But as mummy said, take it easy! :)

So, im not going to read anything, but i'll memorise something,

as im not going to waste my day like tis! :(

Byebyeeeee. 

Today was busy! & now im having a bad headache. 


Rush to church after lunch, and i typed the wrong lyric again!
A big big sorry to Ezra. 


Rush to SiongBoon PrimarySchool after bath.
Damn rush k!  I reached home at 530, and mummy ask me to eat 1st.
After i had my dinner and it was already 540. 
I had my bath then rush to school. & IT RAIN!!


And 1020 im finally home. 
So, the conclusion for this post,
I only memorise 1chap GEO today. OMG!


Target tomorrow. 
FINISH ALL MY B.S's ESSAY QUESTION! 
I type them all using my lap! :) 
Because im sooooooooooo lazy to write. hahahaha.


Countdown. 12 days! 








Just a 5 minutes post. I din waste time xD 




















Goodnight worldd.




*imissyou.

Hmm, 30 minutes for blogger as a reward for myself,

for studying so much yesterday!

Wahahaha.

I have to say,

i met alot of angels today!

1st, it's ahjia's mum!

She's so cute and lovely and kind!

She brought me to the bank,

and she say she wants to protect me! hahahaha.

And she's so funny when she's playing with the machines at the bank.

after that, she brought me to breakfast at a coffee shop.

She keep telling me how niice is the food there but hor, everything she mentioned had finished!

So we ate KuehTiaw only.

and and and, suddenly she asked me when she's driving.

" ni you kan guo doctor chieng ma? " ( i cant realy remember what is the name)

then i say no, then she smile very happiily and say,

" wo dai ni qu kan, hen shuai oh!! "

and she brought me to the pet shop and tell me which is the handsome man that she mentioned.

But the doctor is so, COOL! hahaha. 

After that, she sent me to her house and i drive my car then back home.

Before i back, she keep reminding me to drive slowly and safely.

See, how nice is her! and she always give us many nice food when we go to her house.

:)) 

And the 2nd one,

the worker at UOB Bank.

We wanted to bank in some money this morning.

But hor, the machine is kinda ma fan as it doesn't accept the old money.

And he helped me to bank in all the moneyy! 

I will use a lot of time to do it if he didnt help me to do it~

:))

Oh ya, when i went to Angela's house to take the cheque,

and Anita is so CUTE!! hahahaha.

:))

This morning is a nice morning!

I met so many nice ppls & they make my day!

Wahaha. Its time for my revision.

Byebye.

Less than 2 weeks to go! 

And 3 more weeks to FREEDOM!

3 more weeks to GRADUATION DINNER!

Less than a month to GRADUATION TRIP!

Short update!

Just a short update before I leave :)

Someone called me last night, we talked a cloth, shared a lot! Thanks for telling me so many, and really gave me a very big motivatio.

Yea, I should quit everything that will make me spend time on it, as what mummy told me, this is the last chance for myself le. :( spm result sucks, so must do well for this.

So, byebye facebook, bye bye blogger, byebye google chrome, byebye my lap! :)

Gonna leave internet for at least three weeks, see you all again at november.

Fight for it, jiayou! :)

Thanks GOD ! <3

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Fighting!

Deactivated my facebook account again, because I really spend too much time on it! And I found it boring too! :)

Two more weeks to go! I'm kinda nervous but I'm really too lazy to study.

So, stay away from my lap is the best decision! Less than twenty days only. Jiayou Michelle! :)

And too all my dearest friends, please work hard. For the very last exam for our secondary life. And, pray hard. Do our best, and give the others to our God. :)

Bye bye! Start my fighting journey tomorrow. ( I'm feeling so sick now! ) goodnight all! Love <3

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过程 结果

今天

是充满打击的一整天~

对!! 

第一张考卷 - 历史

进步!! 心情80分

第二张考卷 - 商业

话说 星期五那天已经打击了我（选择题）

今天的问答题 就 不在我要的范围

但 感恩 我有写的 都是 满分~

失望 70分~

心情50分

第三张考卷 - 华语

进步!! 但 还是很差~

心情60分

第四张考卷 - 地理选择题

跟上次一样~

心情没有起伏~

60分~

第五张考卷 - 英文

我的WORD FORM一分都没有~

10 MARKS GONE!

SO, I ONLY SCORE 70!! :(

大大大大的失望~

心情30分~

我的心情仅剩30分!!

那时我的眼泪已经是酝酿到可以洗碗了~

满心期待的等待国语

第六张考卷 - 国语

理解的那份就 还好~ 

那时我的心情剩下20~

因为知道绝对是退步~

看了作文

心情直接-1000000000000000000!!

IM OUT OF TOPIC!!

I GET 15 OUT OF 40!!

酝酿了一天的眼泪终于流下!!

我还真的没有想到会是这样

崩溃!!

总的来算 我国语退步22分!!

不理想啊不理想~~~

完完全全不在我的目标里面~~

对自己超级的失望啦~

可是

这不是我放弃的原因！

因为

这告诉我我还不够努力

我的努力还是不够的！

所以！

我的字典里没有放弃！

因为已锁定你！！

统考！！

剩下10多天！！

绝对不是再玩乐的时候！！

NEVER REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE.

GOODNIGHT!!